About Me

I'm Bella Calcara.

I have had a lifelong curiosity for deep truths. Surface level has never sufficed. Starting in college I became insatiable in my desire to know more about the nature of the self. I was fixated on the concept of identity.

I spent (and continue to spend) my free time researching neuroscience, consciousness, psychology, metaphysics, and, most recently, the occult. My body of research comes from 8 years of seeking information.

I began the search for knowledge to solve a myriad of personal problems that I was struggling with- how to not hate myself, how to manage deep sadness and grief, how to be healthy and comfortable in my body, how to be confident in myself, how to trust my self, whether to believe in God or not and most importantly how to maintain joy throughout all of life's sometimes treacherous terrain.

In solving these problems for myself I came to realize I have a expansive arsenal of knowledge. An arsenal of cheat codes really.

I am in the process of translating all of this knowledge into teachings.

I am interested in coaching.

"Creating your life and following your own path is the harder path. Most people stay on the same shit."

Lana Del Rey

My philosophy.

“Projection makes perception. The world you see is what you gave it, nothing more than that… It is the witness to your state of mind, the outside picture of an inward condition.” A Course in Miracles

Life is a mirror. The external reality you experience is but a reflection of the internal state that you most frequently hold.

Discord on the inside creates discord on the outside. Suffering.

When we operate from resonance we create harmony.

To operate from resonance is no small feat. It requires a willingness to investigate. A willingness to commit to being who you truly are, in full expression. A willingness to stop contorting yourself into who you think you should be.

Constant suffering is not the norm. Just because it is common in society, doesn't mean it has to be your reality.

Joy is a choice. And choosing joy takes real balls. Nobody is going to prioritize your blissful life for you. In a world that profits off of self hatred and women playing small, you must work intentionally for the life that you deserve- the peace and harmony that is your birthright.

[If you let the world decide what you deserve you will keep making choices that benefit the system. Prioritizing your own joy is a disruption to a corrupt regime. It is the least selfish thing you can do, to be an unshakeable, jubilant woman.]

Alignment is your truth because it is the truth.

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